At one point while writing this book, eleven pages were written in just over an hour’s time. Non-stop writing with no "writers" cramps what so ever. I know that I have been inspired to write this book not only for my own benefit, but to help bring clarity and hope to others. When I look into this type of writing, the smells, faces, temperatures, colors, timing, feelings, and the memories are all there right in front me. My hand has a difficult time keeping up with my brain.

The words and memories are guided to me with the laughter, memories, and tears of my dear Mother and friends. I dedicate this book to all those who suffer and succeed with this BiPolar disease.

Many of my dear friends have successfully gone on before me, yet are still very much with me. I wish them the best of luck as well.

May all those who read, experience, or may yet experience BiPolar disorder benefit from this. As well as the support of their loved ones, friends, family, mentors, and care takers. For those with little to no support, may they find their way.

I, Christopher Cardon am Rapid Cycle BiPolar. I am successful, because of my God and others. May God Bless you in your individual journey throughout life and then some. Remember, remember, remember:

BiPolar does not have me, I have BiPolar by the tail.

Never give up on yourself or a loved one that carries this burden and fights this battle. The cures, answers, and solutions are coming.

Your friend always,

Christopher J. Cardon

Wednesday, December 14, 2011

Having Personal Trouble

Hey all my friends,

Just wanted to know if anyone of you are having  personal trouble with moods this time of year.  I am mainly concerned about my own meds, as well as anyone out there. 

I have been feeling quite depressed over the last 4 to 5 weeks, and it has becoming worse.  I guess, along with the help of my wife, is that I'm over - medicated.  I love the frequency & love the results of it daily. 

I am lucky to have such an attentive doctor.  I called & left a message & two nurses called the following day!!  He opened a spot for me & I will see him in two days @ his office. 

I will write as soon as we figure out what is happening...

Take care & Happy Holidays to all,

Your friend,

Christopher

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